A Psalm of David.
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
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| My mom used cap, july 2009 after she got recovery in china and singapore treatment, we go to singapore 2 weeks for holiday, we also had a chance to dinner, my mom, my eldest sister (holding bag), my 3rd sister hold her hand to my mom and with our cousin Barnard and iyvete (the handsome and long hair guys and her wife in the right side) |
kutipan dari ayat mazmur 23, sepanjang dari awal bulan ini, Tuhan ingatkan saya tentang ayat ini,
lama saya berpikir dan berkata Tuhan saya sedang tidak baik, saya baru saja bangkit dari kejatuhan, dan masih bergumul dengan luka luka hati saya,
sekedar review, bulan maret 2010 ini, ibu saya meninggal dunia, dan saya resmi menjadi seorang yatim piatu, karena ayah saya sudah meninggal dunia terlebih dahulu di tahun 2002, jujur di hati saya, saya ingin sekali marah,kecewa, tapi lewat kejadian seperti ini Tuhan ajarkan saya untuk berserah total, tepat di bulan juni saya ambil komitmen saya, utk masuk masa tidak lagi mau komplain atau diam dan berserah dgn Tuhan....
acctually, since july 2009 - january 2010, God gave me a spesific dream about the day my mom in funeral home, i refuse this dream many times, untill last january 2010 when i got this same dream the last time, i just cry out and weeping, that night i said to God, whatever will happened Let Your will be done in my life.
waktu bulan januari 2009- juni 2009 waktu yang sangat manis dan penuh dengan iman, kami satu keluarga nangis dan berdoa buat kesembuhan mama yang kena kanker, mama sembuh, dan begitu banyak mujizat menyertai tahun itu, saya juga belajar memperkatan visi Gembala Pak Niko, tahun 2009 tahun mujizat dan tahun kesembuhan yang kreatif........
masuk juni 2009, mama bisa pulang dan sudah bisa mulai berjalan, kanker nya mengecil jauh di atas ekspteasi dokter yang merawat,
ada satu lagu yang berkesan sampai detik mama meninggal dunia di maret, 28, 2010
acctually, since july 2009 - january 2010, God gave me a spesific dream about the day my mom in funeral home, i refuse this dream many times, untill last january 2010 when i got this same dream the last time, i just cry out and weeping, that night i said to God, whatever will happened Let Your will be done in my life.
SAAT KU TAK MELIHAT JALAN-MU
SAAT KU TAK MENGERTI RENCANA-MU
NAMUN TETAP KU PEGANG JANJI-MU
PENGHARAPANKU HANYA PADA-MU
SAAT KU TAK MENGERTI RENCANA-MU
NAMUN TETAP KU PEGANG JANJI-MU
PENGHARAPANKU HANYA PADA-MU
HATIKU PERCAYA
HATIKU PERCAYA
HATIKU PERCAYA
S'LALU KU PERCAYA
HATIKU PERCAYA
HATIKU PERCAYA
S'LALU KU PERCAYA
LORD I WILL TRUST IN YOU
LORD I WILL TRUST IN YOU
LORD I WILL TRUST IN YOU
MY HEART WILL TRUST IN YOU
LORD I WILL TRUST IN YOU
LORD I WILL TRUST IN YOU
MY HEART WILL TRUST IN YOU
lagu ini begitu berkesan mendalam, bahkan ketika sore pkl 16:25 di nyatakan meninggal, saya mendengar kan lagu itu di dalam mobil dengan penuh air mata dan luka, pembrotakkan di hati.....karena saya nga bisa terima kenyataan yang ada di depan mata saya..........
thank you for friend, brother and sister from many body of Christ,
vely and yuly, my patners in CN
santy, ramadhan, frederick, kak jeffry, kak yani, rani, lucky, andre, thank you for the friendship,
i treasure all the friendship we have been build all this time, sory if some times i messed up
thank you for friend, brother and sister from many body of Christ,
vely and yuly, my patners in CN
santy, ramadhan, frederick, kak jeffry, kak yani, rani, lucky, andre, thank you for the friendship,
i treasure all the friendship we have been build all this time, sory if some times i messed up
