Kamis, 25 September 2014

When God is calling me


As i write the emails to both of you, im in preparing my self to be fulltime missionary, may be you will ask how and when ? so let me tell you the story i hope it will not too long, 

i just finish my short outreach phase  5 - 9 agust at bandung at  west java, 3 hour drive from jakarta,  this is a part of completion of young people discipleship seminar YPDS 28 jully - 2 agustus, that being held by ywam perth, in jakarta 

this july 2014, somehow God is made His way and crossing my destiny and called me to go with Him, somehow i was contact by local team of YWAM indonesia to help one team DTS to help translate and facilitate them to some church and campuses,for note this is not a first time of DTS time i been serving along, last year 2013 i been working together with School of music mission team after i been involving megacities project of ywam perth project, the project that concetrate on Jakarta, how Church and believers and go out and take care the city. 
this july when serving with DTS compasion team i feel some of my heart is burn and is like passionate again. i dont know what to really describe this feeling, so i keep wondering what it is, until the day before YPDS, its on sunday i go to church (i rarely go to this church, but i consider this a comunity for me) for note i dont even know who is the pastor, and he dont know me at all,  the pastor that preach he speaks " i feel in this place there is young man, already a long time that you try run and hide from God like a gideon, that God want to send you to a school" that statement i dont know how hit me, i feel so peace.....

so the whole week of seminar, i feel that God speak and remind me again, how actually he called me to mission, and he use some of the dts students and speaker who doesnt know me at all to speak to me for go to mission... 
this YPDS is not the start, its one part of God speak and calling me again, acctually this YPDS already being held last year 2013, but i cant join because that time i working in bank, 

acctually since 2003, when i attend school of prayer and worship Proskuneo, bandung , i recieve one of prophetic word that one day God Will send you to nations. but through time this memory was fade and i forgot, until 2007 when God Capture me at campus movement, and i start campus ministry at my campus university bunda mulia. and 2008 when God made me ecounter with a lot of DTS ywam team. 
acctually 2009 i was plan to do DTS, but that time there is huge storm in my life, my mom got lung cancer stadium 4. it really make me shock and when 2010 my mom is passed away, i feel God is forget me and since that time my relationship with God is not good at all, i serving but i lost all pasions and lost my visions, even my heart is hurt and cold. last 2013 a lot of my friend already talk to me that i need time to rest but i dont realize it all, 

so the 2014, when im working with Christian Vision, chrisitian media mission organization in bandung. God made me realize there is something wrong with my heart and with my relationship with God and the others.. so end of march 2014 i quit the job and back to jakarta since that time i try to manage my own business. in the midle april and may 2014,  God use some people to speak to me about my heart, i begun started to cry and seeking His face until this july 2014  YPDS Started 

first time when outreach is announce, i feel want to go bandung, but i dont have money, until the day before closing registrasion one of my friend writes my name in registrasion in front of me in kidding, and in the night he send me text and he say that God want me to go bandung and God saying to my friend to send money for cover all ground fees, its really shock and amaze me how is God move in my life 

as outreach phase started in bandung, i also go to some islam village, is one of strong muslim area, church was shutdown but in this area there a school which is the owner is christian and she open the school for social, free school....
there is a lot of normal childreen, also not normal children (brain malfunction, Autism, Hyperactive, mental retarded) in this village i spend 2 day, i feel God is with them, some instant salvation in this village. a lot of muslim people already recieve christ but they can show they are christian because of the area is strong muslim. 

outreach phase starts in Bandung, I also went to the village of Islam, is one of the powerful Muslim areas, churches were closed and burned but in this area there is a school that the owner is a child of God and he opened a school for social, school .. free. .
There are many normal children, and also there are many children who are not normal (brain damage, Autism, Hyperactivity, mentally retarded) in this village I spent 2 days, I felt God's presence and God's heart is with them, I saw some people receive God directly in front of my eyes in this village. conditions in this village many Muslims who have accepted Christ but they can show that they are Christians because this area is a strong Muslim.

Seminar 28 July - 2 August 2014
Outreach Stage 5 days in bandung, 5-9 Agutus 2014
In the city of Bandung for a few days I and my team had a chance teman2 much to evangelize, preach the love of God over the city, and serve people,
I also have the opportunity share God's Word in a women's prison, like poor bandung, but I do not provide photographic evidence, because in prison there are rules that we should not take photos of  any activity and location in the jail.

On 6 August 2014,
One testimony when serving women prison in worship service , the night before I was told the leaders of the team that I was asked to share the word of God in  women's prison service , I prayed and got a paragraph about sinful woman who anointed the feet of Jesus, the next day when I had to speak the word of God, im experience where I suddenly fear and I like frozen feet and mouth and my tongue as stiff, but this is not the first time I share God's Word in front of many people and I am quite accustomed to sharing the word, and when I start sharing I felt compelled to worship and sing the song "I want to be like you Jesus "
And then I play guitar and worship God, and arrived occurs from some people  was crying, and when I am sharing for 15 minutes I Just read a few verses and my testimony about my personal life, almost 30-50 women there crying and suddenly they were touched by God without any altar call

Late night  6 August night, I and the team take the time to watch in Ciwalk bandung, then we could do evangelism in the mall Ciwalk Bandung, and we get a lot of opportunities for people to pray and proclaim the love and hope to the people.

Date of 7-8 August, in the village of Ciparay, 1 hour from Bandung white crater
I also went to the village of Islam, is one of the powerful Muslim areas, churches were closed and burned but in this area there is a school that the owner is a child of God and he opened a school for social, school and personal service for free .. god child becomes the peace or a door for the gospel is preached, God's love in a real and shared by the son of God because it has been almost 10 years there in this village, the village has become open to God.


after I returned to Jakarta last Saturday 9agustus date, and I was met by my friend from the organization's mission, and he gave me a few options to go to the school's mission, through conversation and prayer for 2 weeks in seminars and dibandung, I feel there are things that I have to do in the near future.

1. YWAM, youth with a mission
  I still do not know what the YWAM school where, because of YWAM in 180 countries and I felt God wanted me to go and I need to consider and pray about the funds because I come from Indonesia, DTS will not be cheap for the people of Indonesia.

and some background of my family, they all complain if I go to do YWAM DTS, they would rather I will go directly to the east of Papua Indonesia, because after I introduce them with Daniel Alexander,
Indonesian one full-time missionaries who have lived for 20 years in Papua since the 1980s. since 2012 the Lord made ​​me meet daniel alexander and I routinely met him and studied with him when he was serving in jakarta.

It links youtube about who he is daniel alexander
 http :? //www.youtube.com/watch v = 4Hypl3UWOOI

2. Student Volunteer Movement 2
The day I met with one of the alumni of the campus ministry where he also serves as a full-time missionary in several regions in Indonesia, he explained to me about some of the opportunities that exist in the organization's mission in Indonesia and are suitable to my capacity. one bid is a volunteer student movement 2 / student volunteer movement / SVM2.net
  I have received an email letter SVM since 2012, but I never considered seriously, this is like the Lord drew me to the attention SVM2.



Full team Outreach 10 people, guys in glass in my leader, Kevin william , he is YWAM staff at ywam perth, and he still young 21, but i learned alot from him
and 2 boys, there are punk boys get saved just 2 month ago in ministry of my friends. wonderfull team





cerebral phalsemy, 13 years old girl, cant talk, cant walk, cant show her emotion and cognition at all, 

me and the team in the front of the school, so this is a free school, they serve normal and special needs kids, they not take any money, in terms, the parents can pay as much they want 











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